Expectations

At work, boss' expectations
At home, family's expectations
Online, boyfriend's expectations

Read an article about living under the social expectations, how that pressure of it is making life for the middle class so hard. I've already, in my own value and understanding, jumped my own mind set out of that expectation.

Yet... Although I doin't desire anything but to live freely and with quality (lower desires... high qualities), although I don't care much for the social "expectations" or "value" of what it means to be successful... I live in the world of parents' expectations... parents' values... What they think is successful, what is not...

Where is myself in the story now? It's all about what everyone else wants, and how I have to make these things seem like what I want or else I'll disappoint or hurt someone.

I'm so tired I no longer know what vacation is like anymore, I don't even know what weekend is like... I don't even know what I really want anymore... Who cares anyways, right?

The world doesn't revolve around you... just that you're the only person who actually thinks that...