infinity

infinity in demands... unmet demands... unconsiderate personality... selfishness... c'est moi

I'm tired of being the bosses good employee, the parents' good daughter, the teachers' good student, the boyfriends' good girlfriend. I just want to be my good me. Where is Naomi after everyone ask her to deminish a part of herself? Where is Naomi after everyone ask her to give up herself for someone else? Where is Naomi after every time she feels she's the one with the problem, with the faults, with the negativity... Naomi can never be good enough. Then she would only not be Naomi, she would only become someone else, and that's bad... Because most people loved Naomi because she was Naomi, because she's unique, because she is different, but... that is also what they all end up wanting to change about her... Then they just all end up not loving her anymore because... "Naomi isn't Naomi anymore, she's someone I don't know anymore!" I need to get out of here...

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GET TO BERLIN! GET TO BERLIN! GET TO BERLIN! That little voice inside my head keeps saying~

(Here, I am living on BERLIN TIME)