I see the problem loud and clear now, why I feel so lost.
I left my reality somewhere else, my heart isn't here with me. My heart is out there, all over the place. Just not here on this little island anymore. My reality isn't here, so for me, this place isn't real. To adapt to a place that isn't real isn't easy, that is a problem. Or more like, it is the city that isn't real, as it is a city I've barely ever lived in, and definitely never travelled around in. I live in circles, Home, work, school. How am I to establish a reality so?
Then all my friends are away, faraway, only connected by the Internet. If there's no one for me to physically touch and speak to here, how is my reality to be here? I am isolated, too much over-worked to be able to do anything else.
That is the issue at hand to be solved. To get out (I say this every time I am here) to get there (Finland, Germany, US) to get back to what is real to me. To get myself out of a misty nightmare/dream.
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1 comment:
Naomi dear,
Don't forget that your heart is always inside of you, not somewhere else! You may feel that part of your heart is with someone else, and getting together with that person will make your heart feel more complete. It may be true that conditions may be more favorable on one place of earth than on another. Other places can open up new horizons, new chances and perspectives, but you will always stay Naomi, and your home will always stay your home. Try not to think to exclusively, dear, I think this will make life easier.
Love,
Ivo
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