being focused and persistant with things definitely is not one of my strong points. however, that is the very requirement of the present world for anyone to be "anything" at all. what my dream once was, to become an amazing writer, now, i am not so convinced. what is an amazing writer who cannot support herself?
or perhaps, as many have told me, what is an amazing writer who rarely dares to show her actual work? okay... maybe the upcoming focus should be to make a change of that...
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there really is such a thing as 報應... when you do something bad, it definitely comes back to you, no matter if you did it full hearted, or without much thought. when we are children, we are allowed a certain degree of freedom to make mistakes, but once we are grown, that is no longer acceptable. what's in the past is in the past, leave it in the past... that is all...
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sophistication. Fei once commented on me as being a sophisticated girl. i suppose that would be one of my biggest attractions. yet, sophistication comes with a price, the the price is normally not too small...
had a nightmare of Roger, and finally realized how I felt about the whole relationship... a nightmare, a nightmare i've been trying to wake up from for a long time, and i think i am lucky that i did... it's something i wish would stay in the dark corner of my mind and not haunt me anymore... i paid a very big price for this lesson, a very very big price.
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but then, i am also lucky
because of these things, i learned to cherish what i have now~ :) the joy i have now, however distant it is~ however far~
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