一段真心的愛是要走的很辛苦的
但是
逆境中的堅持才是堅持
而這份堅持～最終會得到最美好的祝福～
永恆
Friday, February 16, 2007
Thursday, February 15, 2007
monogenic
Okay... can't seem to find a satisfying definition for this word...
Involved or controlled by one pair of genes (my Apple Dictionary)...
Well... When I first found this word on my Yahoo translator, my first reaction was... okay... so can we say that all human kinds are monogenic? But then, if I check the online definitions, it seems that we cannot say that exactly.
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From personal experience, the world isn't that different. Wherever you go, you are going there to "live". Cultural differences exists, but are something you can learn and accept and adapt to, it's not so difficult.
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Define nationality... My passport says Taiwan, R.O.C., however, I have problems identifying culturally to this land. I can identify in the sense that I would say Taiwan is an independent nation, but then, I will also say, without a second thought, that I will move out of this country at the soonest possible. So... what's my nationality, exactly?
Maybe I just belong everywhere and belong no where... just not here... Maybe I just cannot live in a place that is too familiar for too long... I'm too familiar with Taiwan, the way the culture is, the way the people are... so familiar that sometimes it bores me...
Maybe I should become a life-long traveller... just... from one place to another... maybe that will be nice~ :) I think that will be nice~ Splendid~ Perfect~
Involved or controlled by one pair of genes (my Apple Dictionary)...
Well... When I first found this word on my Yahoo translator, my first reaction was... okay... so can we say that all human kinds are monogenic? But then, if I check the online definitions, it seems that we cannot say that exactly.
--
From personal experience, the world isn't that different. Wherever you go, you are going there to "live". Cultural differences exists, but are something you can learn and accept and adapt to, it's not so difficult.
--
Define nationality... My passport says Taiwan, R.O.C., however, I have problems identifying culturally to this land. I can identify in the sense that I would say Taiwan is an independent nation, but then, I will also say, without a second thought, that I will move out of this country at the soonest possible. So... what's my nationality, exactly?
Maybe I just belong everywhere and belong no where... just not here... Maybe I just cannot live in a place that is too familiar for too long... I'm too familiar with Taiwan, the way the culture is, the way the people are... so familiar that sometimes it bores me...
Maybe I should become a life-long traveller... just... from one place to another... maybe that will be nice~ :) I think that will be nice~ Splendid~ Perfect~
Information Overflow... ><
Great.............
There's just FAR TOO MUCH going on around the world. FAR TOO MANY interesting things to get into... grrrr... ><
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Check out Whiskey & Gunpowder. You can subscribe to that on hotmail. Really interesting Newsletter. I rather like it~ more than I do like New York Times, actually... (prefer BBS over that)...
grrr grrr grrr
Never gonna b able to read anything! GOTTA DO MORE~ GOTTA BE MORE~
There's just FAR TOO MUCH going on around the world. FAR TOO MANY interesting things to get into... grrrr... ><
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Check out Whiskey & Gunpowder. You can subscribe to that on hotmail. Really interesting Newsletter. I rather like it~ more than I do like New York Times, actually... (prefer BBS over that)...
grrr grrr grrr
Never gonna b able to read anything! GOTTA DO MORE~ GOTTA BE MORE~
Quietness
The sounds ceased, but, another begins. My own is heard, and his forgotten. Once led, now I lead again. Once I was a lost lamb, now I have found my way. I may be a wild horse, but my mane is glossed and free and with flame. God may have given up on me once, but now he sees my truth. That here I stand, proud and vain, for I have those very rights to inheret these games. I look to him and happily say, your lost angel is not so lost again.
For every soul here we land, we are each angels lost, wings forgotten, left in some shelf. We are each angels without wings, waiting to find our place in heaven again. Forgetting that perhaps this is the heaven that was meant to be, where we stand, where we look hand in hand.
For each of us are here to be the angel of one other lost angel. And two angels together, makes wings un-needed. Love, is the greatest wing of all eternity.
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What voices are lost to our mind, what voices we find of our own. We need not someone else outside or inside to tell us what, but just to know in the heart that we ourselves may decide, where our future lay, where our present stand.
For every soul here we land, we are each angels lost, wings forgotten, left in some shelf. We are each angels without wings, waiting to find our place in heaven again. Forgetting that perhaps this is the heaven that was meant to be, where we stand, where we look hand in hand.
For each of us are here to be the angel of one other lost angel. And two angels together, makes wings un-needed. Love, is the greatest wing of all eternity.
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What voices are lost to our mind, what voices we find of our own. We need not someone else outside or inside to tell us what, but just to know in the heart that we ourselves may decide, where our future lay, where our present stand.
Friday, February 09, 2007
harshness
Everything is harsh now, it's not easy, it's hard...
Yet... I will carry on... I must learn to grown, learn to learn, learn to unlearn, learn to relearn, learn to go beyond myself, to get way out there, straight to the stars!
Here I am in a tiny spot, with very few objects in my hands, in a location where chance does not fly by easy... it must be sought for... I've missed too many chance already, now it is the time for me to look straight into fate's eyes and say... this is my turn now, this direction which I am going in...
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Story must go on... story must be finished... that is something that's been on my mind for days / weeks now..... the story... wants out...
Yet... I will carry on... I must learn to grown, learn to learn, learn to unlearn, learn to relearn, learn to go beyond myself, to get way out there, straight to the stars!
Here I am in a tiny spot, with very few objects in my hands, in a location where chance does not fly by easy... it must be sought for... I've missed too many chance already, now it is the time for me to look straight into fate's eyes and say... this is my turn now, this direction which I am going in...
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Story must go on... story must be finished... that is something that's been on my mind for days / weeks now..... the story... wants out...
the fun of being a leader
Somehow I feel that I am and will really love this entrepreneur thing, despite all the problems and troubles and so on. It's extremely challenging and requires the most out of any person. It's thrilling, exciting, and dangerous all at the same time. It pushes the limits, if there IS one. WOW... man... this is definitely FUN FUN FUN...
Despite the fact that I sleep sth like 5 hours and less per day, that I work from the moment I wake up till the moment I sleep, I am happy about it. Cuz this is the life I chose, this is the pursuit for my dream, and this is for "FUN".
For those of you who doesn't know, I've been going hectic lately. I have three "jobs", and do multi-tasking most of the times becuase otherwise I can barely finish anything (or so I thought)... seriouly thinking of changing that habit, however... I work in a trademark company as a secretary, and then at night time I do Nu Skin (direct sales), and after that I do Business Planning / Competition, etc. Three challenging jobs. The first challenging my ability to organize, research, use fragments of time fully. The second challenges me in everything... the third pushes me toward a limit (that I still do not see yet).
being a leader is definitely fun... The most interesting part is seeing your team-members grow and change... now... a note for leaders... your team, or the people you lead, will follow your guide, step, temper, feel, etc. If you are a powerful person, the whole team will turn powerful. It is amazing how influencial an accepted leader can be. If you say you want to win, everyone will start wanting to win... They will all also turn more and more into being similar to you, or you to them. If it is a positive growth, then you will all learn, if not, you will all fail. This depends on the leader. A positive leader makes the group grow positively. One must manage the different conflicts, positions, personality, needs, desires, qualities, resources, between different people.
to be a leader... u need to be patient, loving, caring, enduring... and most of all... determined... your determination decides where the team is going and how the team acts together... you needn't convince people, u just show them what you are and how you are... it's amazing...
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okay... sleepy... going to bed
Despite the fact that I sleep sth like 5 hours and less per day, that I work from the moment I wake up till the moment I sleep, I am happy about it. Cuz this is the life I chose, this is the pursuit for my dream, and this is for "FUN".
For those of you who doesn't know, I've been going hectic lately. I have three "jobs", and do multi-tasking most of the times becuase otherwise I can barely finish anything (or so I thought)... seriouly thinking of changing that habit, however... I work in a trademark company as a secretary, and then at night time I do Nu Skin (direct sales), and after that I do Business Planning / Competition, etc. Three challenging jobs. The first challenging my ability to organize, research, use fragments of time fully. The second challenges me in everything... the third pushes me toward a limit (that I still do not see yet).
being a leader is definitely fun... The most interesting part is seeing your team-members grow and change... now... a note for leaders... your team, or the people you lead, will follow your guide, step, temper, feel, etc. If you are a powerful person, the whole team will turn powerful. It is amazing how influencial an accepted leader can be. If you say you want to win, everyone will start wanting to win... They will all also turn more and more into being similar to you, or you to them. If it is a positive growth, then you will all learn, if not, you will all fail. This depends on the leader. A positive leader makes the group grow positively. One must manage the different conflicts, positions, personality, needs, desires, qualities, resources, between different people.
to be a leader... u need to be patient, loving, caring, enduring... and most of all... determined... your determination decides where the team is going and how the team acts together... you needn't convince people, u just show them what you are and how you are... it's amazing...
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okay... sleepy... going to bed
Friday, February 02, 2007
Differences
There are differences towards how we think and how we act and what we perceive...
For my father, he sees the people accomplished around him, and himself working harder and harder and not getting as much freedom... He sees it as something he wants to prevent me from... but what he does not see, is what I see...
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Sometimes when you don't listen enough to other people, you forget how much they actually consider and think about when it comes to the future. I know that in my life, a lot more researches must be done... but question me why I work myself like this now...
it's for a future...
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When do I want to retire? I want to retire when I turn 30... I want to be free of worries for money when I am 30... what do I do then? I keep going at difference possibilities to earn money... I try everything before me, and when I find something probable... I give it all I've got...
I know where my future is going, so... Let's move on...
There's no need to talk about "wow, he's younger than me but richer than me"... it's a difference generation...
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The truth is, I've already seen one thing... when my father asked me, am I satisfied with 80,000NTD / Month... I thought to say that I am... because I have a good quality of life with that... because I don't work 24 hours a day if I don't want to... because I can take afternoon walks with my family... and take vacations on the weekends... if that's what I can get with 80,000NTD... it's definitely enough, and definitely better than 120,000NTD and working without end...
I rather have a chance at my dream than to have myself become a slave of money... Money is a tool to make dreams come true, they are a by-product of accomplishing a dream, not the end goal of it... It's just a slightly different way of facing things, but it creates far much more opportunities...
You ask me what I can earn through Teaching Chinese? If you think I can't, then you better think twice...
We've all read Rich Dad, Poor Dad, and we all know what "Assets" are... we want assets, more and more assets... especially the kind that never ends and never dies out... No need for a fancy house, no need for fancy cars, that will come when it will come...
but...
Study Chinese, then I am truely bilingual... Study Linguistics, then I can get into Language Therapy... I can do translation, interpretation, linguistic studies, literature studies, and... the biggest asset of all... writing... I can write freely in two languages, English and Chinese... because that's the requirement to become a truely good teacher...
I think, I've become closer and closer to my goal...
---
However, one thing he said was correct...
I need to watch how I handle time... No one can do everything at the same time, and that's exactly what I am doing at the present... over-working myself in a crazy fashion... so definitely a better idea if I do everything in June instead... that's the last phase of the competition, after TiCAmerica... and after I've already gotten familiar with work... and still in time for the October semester in Germany... :P And enough time for me to "study"...
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This weekend will be devoted to planning and scheduling and making sure everything is "in order" and not as messy are they are now~ grrrr
And... take a break, darling~ for your own good... I need 2 sleep more~
For my father, he sees the people accomplished around him, and himself working harder and harder and not getting as much freedom... He sees it as something he wants to prevent me from... but what he does not see, is what I see...
---
Sometimes when you don't listen enough to other people, you forget how much they actually consider and think about when it comes to the future. I know that in my life, a lot more researches must be done... but question me why I work myself like this now...
it's for a future...
---
When do I want to retire? I want to retire when I turn 30... I want to be free of worries for money when I am 30... what do I do then? I keep going at difference possibilities to earn money... I try everything before me, and when I find something probable... I give it all I've got...
I know where my future is going, so... Let's move on...
There's no need to talk about "wow, he's younger than me but richer than me"... it's a difference generation...
---
The truth is, I've already seen one thing... when my father asked me, am I satisfied with 80,000NTD / Month... I thought to say that I am... because I have a good quality of life with that... because I don't work 24 hours a day if I don't want to... because I can take afternoon walks with my family... and take vacations on the weekends... if that's what I can get with 80,000NTD... it's definitely enough, and definitely better than 120,000NTD and working without end...
I rather have a chance at my dream than to have myself become a slave of money... Money is a tool to make dreams come true, they are a by-product of accomplishing a dream, not the end goal of it... It's just a slightly different way of facing things, but it creates far much more opportunities...
You ask me what I can earn through Teaching Chinese? If you think I can't, then you better think twice...
We've all read Rich Dad, Poor Dad, and we all know what "Assets" are... we want assets, more and more assets... especially the kind that never ends and never dies out... No need for a fancy house, no need for fancy cars, that will come when it will come...
but...
Study Chinese, then I am truely bilingual... Study Linguistics, then I can get into Language Therapy... I can do translation, interpretation, linguistic studies, literature studies, and... the biggest asset of all... writing... I can write freely in two languages, English and Chinese... because that's the requirement to become a truely good teacher...
I think, I've become closer and closer to my goal...
---
However, one thing he said was correct...
I need to watch how I handle time... No one can do everything at the same time, and that's exactly what I am doing at the present... over-working myself in a crazy fashion... so definitely a better idea if I do everything in June instead... that's the last phase of the competition, after TiCAmerica... and after I've already gotten familiar with work... and still in time for the October semester in Germany... :P And enough time for me to "study"...
---
This weekend will be devoted to planning and scheduling and making sure everything is "in order" and not as messy are they are now~ grrrr
And... take a break, darling~ for your own good... I need 2 sleep more~
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