harshness

Everything is harsh now, it's not easy, it's hard...

Yet... I will carry on... I must learn to grown, learn to learn, learn to unlearn, learn to relearn, learn to go beyond myself, to get way out there, straight to the stars!

Here I am in a tiny spot, with very few objects in my hands, in a location where chance does not fly by easy... it must be sought for... I've missed too many chance already, now it is the time for me to look straight into fate's eyes and say... this is my turn now, this direction which I am going in...

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Story must go on... story must be finished... that is something that's been on my mind for days / weeks now..... the story... wants out...