Sunday, May 20, 2007

Dreams

I think it's the childhood guy back again. This time, it's interesting. We are all (a huge crowd of girls) wearing something white, in this case, I guess it's wedding gown, except for me, I think. We are all taking a group picture. He's wearing the same black that matches his jet black hair. He stands next to me, his desires for me burning as my desires for him burns.

Then, I ran off to get a group of children who started a fire behind the rocks. I stopped it from my dream, but one of the girl have been burnt to death. I see her body right in front of me, so tiny and still burning on the inside. I noticed something wrong about the rocks, it's a trap. I tried to climb out, but cannot. I dropped down to the sand, and started running, but the escape just seems further and further away from me. And I can feel, this was his doing, he was trapping me here.

I've always dreamed of him in the past, sometimes more than a dream. This dream was also very sexual, like him leaning right into my face, him leaning right into me. I would take that as a sign of my sexual desires being unfulfilled recently (duh).


To wear a wedding dress in your dream, indicates that you are evaluating and assessing your personal relationship.
To see someone else wearing a wedding dress, suggests that you are feeling inferior or unworthy.


White represents purity, perfection, peace, innocence, dignity, cleanliness, awareness, and new beginnings. You may be experiencing a reawakening or have a fresh outlook on life. However, in Eastern cultures, white is associated with death and mourning.


To dream that all your clothes in the closet are white, suggests that you need to lighten up. You may have recently been feeling a little on the depressed side. Perhaps you were going through some crisis. It is time� to move on. You need to change your attitude and get a� grip of your inner emotions.


To dream that you jump over a wall, signifies that you will overcome some tough obstacles and succeed.


To dream that you are taking a picture, suggests that you need to get a good understanding and gain more information on some issue. You need to focus more attention to some situation or relationship. Perhaps you feel that you need to recapture some past moments in a relationship.


To see children in your dream, signifies your own childlike qualities or a retreat back to a childlike state. It is an extension of your inner child during a time of innocence, purity, simplicity, and a carefree attitude. You may be longing for the past and the chance to satisfy repressed desires and unfulfilled hopes. Take some time off and cater to the inner child within.
The loss of a child, signifies fallen hopes or a project.
To save a child, signifies your attempts to save a part of yourself from being destroyed.


Depending on the context of your dream, to see fire in your dream can symbolizes destruction, passion, desire, illumination, transformation, enlightenment, or anger. It may suggest that something old is passing and something new is entering your life. Your thoughts and views are changing.
To dream that you put out a fire, signifies that you will overcome your obstacles in your life through much work and effort. See Dream Bank: "Line Of Fire"


To see something burning, indicates that you are experiencing some intense emotions and/or passionate sexual feelings. There is some situation or issue that you can no longer avoid and ignore.� Alternatively, it may suggests that you need to take time off for yourself and relax.


To see rocks in your dream, signifies permanence and stability as expressed in the familiar phrase "as solid as a rock". It may also indicate that you are making a commitment to a relationship. Or you may be contemplating some changes in your life that will lay the groundwork for a more solid foundation. On the other hand rocks may also symbolize stubbornness, disharmony and unhappiness.
To dream that you are climbing a steep rock, signifies struggles, obstacles, and disappointments.


To dream that you are setting a trap, indicates that you are trying desperately to hold onto a relationship, old habits or ways.
To dream that you are trapped or caught in a trap, suggests that you are feeling confined and restricted in your job, career, health, or a personal relationship. You may be in a rut or tired of the same daily monotony.

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Then I woke up, decided to go back to sleep to find the guy. The only problem is, when you want to find him, he is never there. When you don't want him there, he always makes sure he's in the way. Basically, I ran through series of dreams (I think about 3), where I know that I am dreaming, and that I am dreaming so that I can find him. Meaning, restless sleep.

Dreamed of Melodie and some friends of mine that I actually don't know. Dreamed of having tea with Melodie, meeting a friend of Melodie's who was interested, very much, in Melodie. Dreamed of Ivo living in one of the dorms in the building we were at, and we tried to find his room number through the mailbox, but didn't succeed.

Dreamed... many weird things.

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