Adaptation

Crowds. I cannot hear.

This is a progressing problem as years go by. It's pressing, it's painful, and it's on-going.

I remember the time when people cannot really tell if I can hear or not... And now, they can, and they don't understand.

There's a lot of people like me in this world, and each of us must learn to adapt.

I see the similar patterns, the distance from the crowd, the individuality, the quiet self.

There is so much to see, if you look carefully everyday, you will be surprised at how the world is.

Adaptation. That's the que. Every creature in this world must learn to adapt. The only question is what direction is the best?

From here, which direction do we go to adapt?

Why do I bring up people who cannot hear right? Not that I pity myself nor ask for pity, but that this is a strong process of adaptation. You see, for people who cannot hear entirely, people excuse them. For people who cannot hear partially but are old, people can understand them. For people who are partially impaired but young, most do not notice them. So, we must learn to adapt. Not because we are afraid of how people see us, but because we must not look down on ourselves (which, in my case, happens sometimes)...

(I don't know if this makes sense at all... I feel like Beethoven, you know... :P He created magic when he could hear, and miracles when he could not.)