Have you ever been honest to yourself?

No. Maybe. A little.

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I want to win. And it's so hard when you see failure so near. Yet, I want to win. I always want to win. I want to bath in glory. Who doesn't?!

I can see the same frustration in Alfredo's face.

He wants to win. He wants to always win. Yet, sometimes, things aren't always as we expect.

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I very rarely loose, actually... When I see that I will fail, I normally just escape. Yet, that isn't right either, cuz then it's just false winning in the end. I'm not afraid of taking risks, but I am afraid of loosing...

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Am I incompetent?! No, I don't think so. If I am, well, then I probably wouldn't have done what I have accomplished so far. Written a business plan, and a second one forming (in secret) on an industry I haven't a single clue about: Internet Service. Hei, how many literature majors attempt this and at the same year worked as international sales secretary, English secretary for a trademark company, direct salesperson for a cosmetic company, and am now going after a possible law degree (not possible, but definite).

What a very eventful year.

If I record all the things I did this year, it's quite a story, isn't it?

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修身，齊家，治國，平天下

一個人做一件事情，不可以跳過任何一個步驟。不然，不過是一個空殼子，華而不實。

應該多看點書了，好想好想讀書。