Last year this time...

Last year this time I was leaving you. This year this time I'm just missing you. Next year this time where will I be?

Life likes to play us games. Too many, too complicating.



思念是一種病
Missing is a kind of Illness
作詞：齊秦/張震嶽　作曲：齊秦/張震嶽　女聲：蔡健雅

當你在穿山越領的另一邊　我在孤獨的路上沒有盡頭
When you are on the other side of the mountains I am on an endless road of loneliness
一輩子有多少的來不及
How many "not in times" do we have in life?
發現　已經　失去　最重要的東西
Discovering that we've already lost the most important thing
恍然大悟　早已遠去
Suddenly realizing that it is gone
為何總是在犯錯之後
Why is always after we've done wrong
才肯相信　錯的是自己
That we'd admit it is us who was wrong?
他們說這就是人生　試著體會
They say this is life, you should try to understand
試著忍住眼淚　還是躲不開應該有的情緒
Try to keep behind the tears, but still cannot escape the emotions
我不會奢求世界停止轉動
I don't wish for the world to stop moving
我知道逃避一點都沒有用
I know running away is no good
只是這段時間裡　尤其在夜裡
Just that these days in the nights
還是會想起　難忘的事情
I still remember what I cannot forget
我想我的思念是一種病
I think my missing is a kind of illness
久久不能痊癒
And it will never heal

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I want to stop thinking about this, and just live. But I know I'll never stop thinking about it, and I know that even if I am cold and harsh, I know that I'm just trying to hide it all away.

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Last year this time I was leaving you. This year this time I just miss you. Next year this time... what will happen then?!