Typical housewife

Just finished off a morning of a typical housewife day. Some reading, some cleaning, a lot of laundry. Now proceeding to the face mask position. Feeling like a 30 years old.

Career, what a tricky little thing. It seems like all us humanitarians always end up questioning ourselves with, what are we going to do with the rest of our lives staying in the humanitarian world? I remember the days, not that I was there, when it was noble and proper to study art, literature and history, etc. Nowadays, it is business, or... business. Seems like my little brain never managed to out grow 16th century (well, maybe it never gotten further than Arthur's age).

Anyways, this little housewife has decided, that with her all time and her lack of organization, she better of find something more organized to do instead of brood over how, well, she is incapable of basical survival. Her childhood fantasy of greatness, well again, that must come from fulfilling certain present insignificant demands of, well again and again, insignificant accomplishments, such as a letter properly delivered, a book properly written. Greatness comes from the accomplishment of many small things, added together.

Do you see the bigger picture? DO YOU SEE THE BIGGER PICTURE?

Generalizing everything on my brain, some researches to be done, and all should be well on the road by the end of the summer of 2007. Someone once told me that when I turn 24, the "mothership" (thank you Dupree) will call for me.

Maybe then I'll know where I came from... suddenly discover that I wasn't from Mars (yikes!), but some weird planet out near the Alpha Centuri or something (okay, wonder if that's ever even possible). Or maybe that new planet they found (wicked, so that's why time passes by so oddly for me, my concept of a day is different from most here! And my concept of a year, even shorter).

Do you see the bigger picture? DO YOU SEE THE BIGGER PICTURE?

Someone should tell me to stop reading Miller, I suddenly feel like the salesman, screaming in my own ears.